Thursday, December 02, 2010

ROAR

I'm Sleeppyyy!

Tuesday, November 09, 2010

The feeling is back~

Probably, no people understands me.

Monday, October 18, 2010

Melaka Retreat

Retreat is a getaway (somewhere far far) to sit down relax, and plan for the future for an organisation or a group of people or whatsoever. Ppl asked me what's retreat ma. haha!

It was kinda fun, but physically still tired. =/

Highlights of the camp? I've manage to learn 4 new chords for guitar. Gg! Improved! Compared to the previous when I only know around 5-6 chords. Hehe! Then.. err... this one la!

Its Babi Satay. BABILICIOUS~!

Disclaimer - NON HALAL!


Kar Hoe

Friday, October 15, 2010

Hope for a weekend rest

Will be in Melaka over the weekend for some church planning and stuff, hope to just get some rest though, study weeks are kinda tired but interesting haha!

Kar Hoe

Wednesday, October 13, 2010

Each and every time.......

Each and every time, it has been around 3 years, when my dad pay my school fees. Thousands and thousands of Ringgits. And he will tell me only 1 sentence: "Study Hard Kar Hoe!" and my heart its like being poked by swords. Because I know I haven't been performing in life and I haven't been keeping my promise. (As what a Man should do I guess). Because I know the money that I'm holding in my hands, are the hard earned money with sweat and blood from him.

I have always been regret of my decision for choosing Taylor's to study my A levels. I guess the only thing i have make the money I have spent worth probably is the friends i knew there. And probably the experiences that i have gain. But by looking at the results, I'm just being another spoilt brad kid who are wasting my parent's money. Many people told me, what's over, its over. But there are things in life which will leave a big scar in your heart and it will affect you for your whole life. Of course, i'm taking this as a lesson in life and making best out of it (I'll try).

I guess i haven't been having enough lessons? and end up i screw my 1st year up! Seeing your life going from bad to worse though its not a fun thing, perhaps the most heart catching part is that you realise you haven't been performing in life for so many years. But of course it won't break my "dream" though i cannot be a life example like probably, I'm super success type and some of the guys admire me and get jealous over me. But my ultimate dream is to show love towards the people around me. I guess there are nothing bigger than what love can be meant. Of course it all flow out of me from the Agape love that i've got from Above. :D

Some of my friends know, I have some responsibility in family. Fetching my Brother, Mother, Dad. Probably like when you finish class around 4pm, you have to reach home around 8pm because you gotta make a detour into the city which all the roads are jammed up! And probably you just settle down in your room resting and haven't even open your tutorial works and assignments, you gotta go out and fetch your dad around 10pm and reach home at 11pm. You are dead tired when you are home at 11pm, and you decided to have a good night sleep. Morning waking up at 6.30am and leave house around 7am to fetch brother and mum to school and office respectively while some of the time you are having classes at 10am. I use to be super frust, SUPER FRUST about my life, I can't control my own time, because you do this everyday. I start to curse this and that and probably blaming life why it has to be like that. HOWEVER, the point is, when life goes on, I feel that i needed to do that, either I have make it a habit but of course not, but there is a period of time, I feel that i'm more than willing to do that. This is one of the opportunity to show that your family needs you. Hehe! Especially during night time when I fetch my dad, probably that's the only time everyday I can talk to him! And its the only time that i am able to show, I care about my family.

Though towards the last part i do not know what am I saying in the big picture but i know i have been learning to love my family more over the things that happened in life.

"Everything happened for a reason, the moment you born, its not a coincidence"


P.S - Bear with my england, I know i don't possess good englandsss. 

Kar Hoe

Sunday, October 10, 2010

I'm tired, mentally

I've actually type a page-ful of stuff here, but it sounded either too philosophy-cal or i think Its not too good to always telling people around me that i'm frust over life or what. haha. Because.. Since when i'm young, i have a dream, a dream which is to be a part of every people's life, i mean for people i care and people i know of course. I wanna be somebody who people find hope in, as in a life example that life is a gift and not a place of suffering. 

Haha! this is my dream of life!

Friday, October 08, 2010

1st week of classes

After 1 week commencement of classes. Arghh!

Meals of today:

1 Curry Puff & a cup of ice coffee - 11am
1 piece of pizza bun from bakery - 2pm
1 plate of Nasi Lemak+fried chicken+luncheon meat+egg+3 pieces of yong tau fu - 7.45pm

Ahh.. i'm posting this to keep track on my diet, i know i have a very unhealthy diet, feel free to comment though. LOL!

Kar Hoe

Life back to normal

Today's meal

Pork Mee Suah Large with Egg - 11am
1 Curry Puff - 2pm
1 Waffle with peanut butter and chocolate - 2.45pm
1 Ayam Cheese Special Ramly - 6.15pm
1 Bowl of mee with vegetable and Dumpling - 8.45pm
1 Bowl of rice, 1 plate full of fried chicken, Taufu - 9pm

Hehe!
Kar Hoe

Wednesday, September 22, 2010

It has came to a point that i do not how to face the people around me. I have failed to live out the standard and expectation that people has in me. Or rather the expectation that i have for myself.

Friday, September 17, 2010

Hmm...

I suddenly came across a thought. I wonder sometimes, are we conscious of the things we say, the reaction we gave on certain things, the words we use, the way we talk are certainly changing from time to time, seasons to seasons, it probably related to the people we are close with from time to time. Probably the way I speak now compared during A-levels or secondary school are different. We always get influenced by the people around us or probably its a TREND.

But I have a question, probably sit down and think, are we the one who is influenced? or the one influencing others? When we talk about the way you speak, certain word you use or some crap body languages... Nahh.. those are small problems. How about your life principles have changed? or Habits have changed? Then that's a big thing. *What wrong with it? =.="*

Hmm....

Monday, September 13, 2010

Why? How?

Probably some of the times when things happened, we asked "why?"

But I guess "how?" would be a better question, since things had already happened.

Saturday, September 04, 2010

Fruitful life

After so many things happened in life, you will finally find a way or rather sneak out from the unconsciousness to find something that you are passion about and to at least feel that your life is fruitful enough. haha!

I was listening to Onerepublic-Secrets and Rang Wo Qu Nuan-Cass Phang & Wang LeeHom and walking home after work on Friday, this street is just behind my house and you will sure need to pass by here and normally because of the hot weather, i will fast fast walk back home, haha! But on Friday i suddenly have a feeling, why I can't i just walk slower and to look at my surroundings and to feel what's happening in the midst of me. I saw birds flying, kids playing football, and the trees waving as the wind blows. Haha! suddenly out of no where I just found that this is a tremendous scenery to take down and despite my phone 1 mega pixel quality it was not too bad. haha!

Then Friday night went to Small Group again, erm, this is a super cute dog man. Her name is "Faith" by the way. Sleeping with me hugging her. haha!



Its a Chih-Tzu breed! I learn about some dog breeds in a pet shop, "Pet's wonderland" in Great eastern mall. haha!

Lesson of the day -  Don't drain yourself with work and work and work. There is no such thing as you must fight hard when you are young, i'm not asking you to not to work hard just that you must know your limit, if not, you are kinda like borrowing your energy from your future (In accounting term - Accrued energy HAHA!), you will feel the repercussion in the future. Human still needs to be recharge from time to time. Different people has different things to drain them off and to fill them up, so you got to really sit down and to reflect on your life. For me? I guess what fills me is spending quality time with people i love, sense of accomplishment, sense of belonging. Now you guys know what to give me friends haha! :)

Kar Hoe

Friday, September 03, 2010

Insomnia Again

Sleepless night again. =/ Physically tired, mentally tired, but when you go onto the bed, thought flying all over the mind. haha!

No sure if anybody read my blog also, can post some emo stuff then. :P Except for Sakong and Sakadi maybe. :D

KarHoe

Wednesday, September 01, 2010

GGness

I guess some of my close friends knows that I got stitches on my leg last 2 months. This is how it looks like when I hurt my leg.
My phone camera suck but nvm. Haha!



This is how does it look like after 2 months. ROAR!

Kar Hoe

Monday, August 30, 2010

Interesting stuff

This summer work, erm, i always complained that work is boring, this la that la, the biggest reason is because i can't spend that much of a quality time with friends and family, a few friends leaving to UK soon. And you will be frustrated with the little amount of time you have to settle some personal affairs. I supposed to shop for a leather shoe this weekend cuz my leather shoe is errr how to say? superbly spoilt. I went to 4 bata shops on sat and sun, but they DON'T HAVE MY SIZE. ROAR! I supposed to drop by sungai wang just now to have a look but too late. =/ So gotta wear my spoilt leather shoe for work tmrw. :D

To keep me entertaining during this 2 months of work, i kinda like take some interesting photos during my lunch break. haha! this is the 3rd one!



*RM956.50*

i WONDER how to buy groceries until like that, I was at cold storage at Great Eastern mall to buy a box of... "mint" sweet? candies? (to keep me awake during work) HAHA! then this lady pushing a half filled trolley and paying money, then i saw the price. I was like @@ half filled trolley cost around 1k?!

Kar Hoe

Sunday, August 29, 2010

Another bits and pieces

I think most of you guys knows there is a mall beside my office block, not beside actually, its the same building.. HAHA! One day i was walking into Pets wonderland during lunch time and i saw this.. FUH!



I wonder why human do not have Pizza or either Spaghetti flavour toothpaste! And another point, if you don't brush your teeth twice a day, hehehe! Dogs and cats also brush teeth la deh! :D

Kar Hoe

Tuesday, August 24, 2010

Bits and pieces

These are some of the bits and piece of my working life, though its kinda boring. =/



This is my work station, normally i will sit here and fish after lunch but of course making sure i finish those work that are assigned to me la! haha!

Saturday, August 21, 2010

Tired week

It's much a tired week, not physically but mentally. Friday night, as usual, i went to Small Group in Ronald's place. I have been there for 3 years, not every week though, but time flies.

Kind of like too many things happened recently? A secondary schoolmate, Jen Ruw passed away about 3 weeks ago. Heard of the stories of his family and i find that I feel really really sorry for his family.

Yesterday, Trez(Kian Wing's sister)'s dog passed away. Just a dog what, whats the big deal? It has its story behind it. Trez and kian wing's mum passed away last 2 years. Soon after that, they bought this dog back and named it Joy(suppose to bring joy to the family). The main purpose of this dog is to keep their dad accompany because for a retired man and all sons and daughters are working its kinda lonely right? For these 2 and half years, Joy has been bringing real "joy" to the family. Yesterday, when they brought Joy to the Vet and the vet came out from the room and says:" Sorry, there is nothing that i can do already" The whole family wept, the scene was exactly the same 2 years ago when their mum leaves them. Her dad then said:" Last 2 years my wife left me, and now, i'm left alone again" Joy has been taken away! Joy has been a big part of her dad's life, morning wake up he will feed "her" till in the evening he will bring "her" for an evening walk. Why is the routine sorrow gotta happen in the family?

STOP & THINK, reflect on your daily life.. have you done your best for your love once and the people who love you? Once you take them for granted, when time flies, things are not the same anymore, then we will start feeling regret for the things that we do not do. Small details, bits and pieces of our life, thats the difference we can make.

Jeff and Sue is a lovely couple in church just got married last 2 years. Last year they got a baby but got miscarriage 2 months after that. I was shocked this morning when i got an sms from Ronald saying that Jeff has a 3.2 cm tumor in his brain. He was supposed to go for a CT scan to check on his vocal chord, some part around the throat cuz he lost his voice for like quite some time, not as in really cant talk but difficulty in talking like when you are having cough and runny nose together. But end up the CT scan results shows that he got a tumor in his Brain. So he was admitted to the hospital today for a further MRI and other test. Why do they need to go through such uneasy time in life together?

What happened to this world laa?? What is life all about weh? Some of the time, we complaint about life, complaint about some of the things that do not work in our ways, but there are things in life we don't complaint, not because it is small but it is too big to the extend we got nothing to say about it, just accept the fact.

Kar Hoe

Wednesday, August 18, 2010

Its never fair for me

Just wondering, some of the things in life, you do, think, you work for it, but the situation will never be fair for your side. I also don't know what i'm saying, so.. nvm, nights ppl!

Kar hoe

Tuesday, August 17, 2010

Insomnia

For certain reason, i still feel the same after the referral paper today. The paper was okay, but i cant put a high hope i know, high hope as in getting a 2nd upper or 2nd lower. Pass is good for me. Taylor's didn't change much though, JAM JAM JAM 7pm, i used 40 mins to get to pyramid, supposed to be a 5 mins trip. Rather lonely day, 10am reach college and spend 6 hours there alone in the library. Then after exam eating dinner alone. I was amazed by the amount of food i partake these 3 days, if the lost of appetite could slim me down, then its good. hehe

I do not know since when i have very very low expectations on myself already, be it studies, or anything i do in life.

Either i have slacked, or things just didn't go on the right track, i do not know.

Working is kinda boring, i would describe the people there lifeless because they talked about work before working time, they talk about work during lunch time, they talked about work after working time, the malays buka puasa in the office still doing work. Its like selling your life to the company, though sometimes i might have a lot of work to do but i didn't really care about it, when its time to go home, i'll run 1st. HAHA! at least can take a detour in the Great Eastern mall before going home. I got some interesting photos though, post it up next time. :P

Last weekend had a nice and cozy steamboat with Edwyn, Gitying, Benji, Foong and Chenpeng. Hope we can spend more time together.

Cheers people, i only left 5 hours plus of sleep. hahaa!

Monday, August 02, 2010

Life Is Great

Not that my life is great, but i'm currently working in Great Eastern under 2 months contract before my year 2 commencing in October.

ROAR!

Kar Hoe

Sunday, July 18, 2010

Unusual Saturday

Went for Futsal today morning, i got 3 blue-blacks on my leg.. Thanks to the one wearing boots. HAHA, kinda obvious who is that. Addison, waiting for you to come back to be our striker, you have signed a contract to our team. haha! I'm working out quite often now a days, not to say A LOT but compared to normal days its little more la! Played badminton twice and futsal once this week. Good achievement? Hehe

I haven't got a reply for my internship yet lar! ARGH!

Kar Hoe

Tuesday, July 13, 2010

World cup Lag

Having a little world cup lag these 2 days. Stayed up whole night to watch the 3rd place play off and the finals. These 2 nights during the night i tend to be more hyper and can't fall asleep.
Seeing Spain get the cup am quite excited too. A team with such team spirit and playing possession football so well setting passes so good. ROAR!

Watched Despicable Me with SaiHong and ChoonMeng. Wasn't expect the movie to be entertaining since i'm not a big fan of cartoons unless watching Simpsons those kind of movie. Hehe. There is a little girl super cute! Her name is Agnes.
Saw the girls? :D Worth it a watch!

Kar Hoe

Thursday, July 08, 2010

Schweinsteiger

I just love the way Schweinsteiger play. But Spain is just too good, the way Spain play stops Germany playing in their Top Form like how they play for Argentina and England.

Espana!
Schweinsteiger Depressed!
Kar Hoe

Tuesday, July 06, 2010

Ninja Joe

As long as i wanted to exercise. I only played badminton for 30 mins today.. ROAR!

After the movie today, got a chance to try the pork burger in Tropicana City Mall.

NINJA JOE

There are 6 flavours as you saw in the picture. I tried Teriyaki and Original today. 2 of them also awesome, maybe PORK is just awesome.. :D

The one beside the burger is not fries, is some potato, pork minced together or something like that, taste homemade because you won't get this outside. HAHA!

No harm give it a try weh! Tropicana City Mall LG floor.

Sorry for non muslims only. :P

Kar Hoe

Saturday, July 03, 2010

A song intro by a friend, meaningful...

梁汉文 - 七友
作曲: 雷颂德 作词: 林夕

为了她 又再勉强去谈天论爱
又再振作去慰解他人
如难复合便尽早放开
凡事看开
又再讲 没有情人时还可自爱
忘掉或是为自己感慨
笑住说沉沦那些苦海
会有害
因为我坚强到利用自己的痛心
转换成爱心
抵我对她操心
已记不起我也有权利爱人
谁人曾照顾过我的感受
待我温柔 吻过我伤口
能得到的安慰是失恋者得救后很感激忠诚的狗
谁人曾介意我也不好受
为我出头 碰过我的手
重生者走得的都走
谁人又为天使忧愁
甜言蜜语没有 但却有我这个好友

直到她 又再告诉我重新被爱
又再看透了我的将来
完成任务后大可喝采
无谓搭台
别怪她 就怪我永远难得被爱
然后自虐地赞她可爱
往日最彷徨那刻
好彩有我在
因为我坚强到利用自己的痛心
转换成爱心
抵我对她操心
已记不起我也有权利爱人
谁人曾照顾过我的感受
待我温柔 吻过我伤口
能得到的安慰是失恋者得救后很感激忠诚的狗
谁人曾介意我也不好受
为我出头 碰过我的手
重生者走得的都走
谁人又为天使忧愁
甜言蜜语没有 但却有我这个好友

白雪公主不多
认命扮矮人的有太多个
早有六个
多我这个不多
我太好心还是太傻
未问过她 有没有理我的感受
待我温柔 吻过我伤口
能得到的安慰是失恋者得救后很感激忠诚的狗
谁人曾介意我也不好受
为我出头 碰过我的手
重生者走得的都走
谁人又为天使忧愁
甜言蜜语没有 但却有我这个好友

Morianz Gathering

I reached 1.5 hours late though, but we are having a great time together, catching up and know what each of us up to! Andrew Jr., Kelvin who is going to Australia, all the best la! Others we can catch up soon!

Thanks Andrew for the Heineken, really smooth eh, and also dog Foong for the irish coffee! HAHA!

Btw, byebye Brazil...

Kar Hoe

Friday, July 02, 2010

Move on!

Pass one month, has been busying with trips to langkawi, Penang, Cameron's but only one is purely travelling type, 2 of it is to attend a convention or has a purpose/mission on going those places. :)

This summer there are a few of my friends are leaving, either UK or to Australia, some primary school friend's are leaving to Penang USM, and a close friend is leaving to Perlis to pursue BEng in Mechanical Eng. Some of them back from UK and US after 1st year, but gotta go back like in 2 months time.

How i miss those days we were together when we did not think that we got to leave each other!

Kar Hoe

Friday, May 21, 2010

1st Day of "Summer break"


Just had a dinner at DJ(Damansara jaya) with friends. Thanks Edwyn for the ginger root beer, enjoying going to toilet.

Found this, really epic, if you watched the original MJ's smooth criminal video and his dance move, you will certainly find this funny!


Thursday, May 20, 2010

Life goes on~~

9 more hours later, there goes my Uni 1st year. *Blink* 1st year gone just like that. Sometimes i just couldn't accept the fact that life goes on. One of the reason is that people around me keep changing, changing not only people leave and go, some might have different interest or do something different from before where the time we know each other. So, if there is somebody in your life where you can have the same kind of feeling towards each other for more than 5 years, thats the friend for life. I'm saying friend kind of feeling. :P

Life goes on, sometimes I always mingle around with the past, thanks to Taylor's for moving to lakeside, moving to a new place makes me to have lesser chance to mingle much more about the past when we use to be in Business school building which is just across of where i did my A levels in the Subang campus (formally known as main campus). Last time in school, during graduation, people will cry and say:"Hey, must keep in touch weh! Really miss you guys lar!" Coming out to college and Uni, every year! Every year there is people around you come and go. From A levels, 1.5 years long, there are people who you found feelings with, people who suddenly become very good friends with, there are people who dropped out, after the 1.5 years, all of us study in different unis from different continents already. This also applies to BB. Once i heard Mr. Cheong(Oldest officer currently) said:"Don't always tell the boys how great you were when you are a senior NCO or when you are a boy, if you are that good, you can keep up that standards till today."

Life goes on, when i mingle with the past or did not really get the meaning of life goes on, i tend to procrastinate. I can tell you the way i procrastinate is superb. There is always tomorrow, works delay and delay, end up when deadlines are approaching near, i give myself a slap and handed up a not-up-to-standard kind of work. "Is that what you can produce? I thought last time you............."

Writing this post maybe a way to procrastinate too? I don't know. HAHA! Got to go back to studies, final paper, i'm conquering you! NOW! Muaahhaha! ROAR!

Kar Hoe

Saturday, May 08, 2010

Thursday, January 14, 2010

!@#$%^&*

IFA (Introduction to Financial Accounting) exam today!

I didn't manage to balance off my accounts. 3 Hours of non stop working on the paper, while there are a bunch of other students finished in 1.5 hours and leave the exam hall.. !@#%^&

Because i got no accounting back ground? Not really, I think 'cause i didn't practice well. I have to aim a superb high mark in finals before thinking of getting a 1st class. Or if i'm really so unfortunate to get a fail in this paper. See you in Heaven then!

4 more papers to go!

Kar Hoe

Wednesday, January 13, 2010

"Gorgeous" Lakeside campus

I think this will be the spot where i hang out the most when i start my Year 1 Sem 2 here.


Some part of the new campus really spectacular, but i will show you the "real face" of the campus now.

Library

Artist Impression and below with the real look (not fully renovated)


i think they can get at least 80% from the artist impression. But 1 thing is that there are a lot of spots in the library found leaking when raining, carpets are wet and books might get spoilt too.

So called Crecent Walkway. Airy and spacious. They just love to use bombastic words to con impress you.

Looks quite nice, eventually during day time, the sunlight will shine directly on you and the heat penetrate through your body like Gamma Ray. I think you will eventually get sunburn if you pass by here everyday at 1pm. Thats Day time, and rainy time this is what you get, with all the water splash over the floor. Luckily they didn't put marble floors, if not this will be the suckiest place to pass by in the uni.


They have installed some lockers outside the lecture theaters, the rental is about Rm30 for 3 months, is it worth to rent one? i am considering to rent 1 though for next sem, can put all my stuff inside before going lunch.


Divisional office for Taylor's Business School and Taylor's Law School


And lastly, The most yeng part of the campus.


The pipe burst! inside the basement carpark, or they just opened the Taylor's Big Tap to clean the carpark? latest technology maybe.

Mentos is going for Children market with this!

I have a Smarties feel!

Kar Hoe

Tuesday, January 05, 2010

Happy new Year!



Starting off a year with proton vs kancil

I bet you know who won, but at the same time realizing i wasn't quite focus in life.

Kar Hoe