Sunday, October 19, 2014

You just cannot slow down and content with everything you have. I felt defeated. Yes. I thought i would be the one leading you career wise. But there is actually someone out there helping and make sure you got the job from deloitte. 

No i'm not unhappy because you use to hang out closely with him. But i just thought that i am the one that was opening up the opportunity for you. But obviously, i'm weak. 

I'm happy for you of course. I'm seriously am. But i'm upset for myself. I have no one out there to help me although i'm not looking for any. 

It felt like a battle was lost before even i went into the scene. 

Thursday, April 24, 2014

I'm tired. Sometimes i do not know if i'm doing it right. Everything still lingering inside me. 

Thursday, April 10, 2014

What do you do? When you realised the girl you love the most probably missing the guy that was before you. Seems like its difficult for me to forget some of the moments. That deep inside me. A satay photo, dinner by the riverside in melaka. I had my moments. Please let me get over it please. Somethings are not meant to be said. Just yet.

Sunday, October 21, 2012

I'm not sure I got rejected really because of exams or..............

Wednesday, October 17, 2012

Put all things aside. There are days that I thought I deserve something, but most of the days I think I'm not good enough.

Its been living in the lie for 3-4 years. When can i live a life out of these?

Monday, October 01, 2012

i just want a companion when i'm weak

Sunday, September 30, 2012


Tuesday, September 25, 2012

It certainly hurts. I've been always thinking on the good side. But not accepting the fact. I have underestimated the feeling of waiting. For a short message, Just a simple msg.

Monday, September 24, 2012

Sometimes I'm wondering do I really stand a chance. Nothing can take away the fear off me.

Friday, September 07, 2012

I'm becoming less and less important

Wednesday, September 05, 2012

Realised that i have so many things to change, so many things to improved.

1. Stop all negative thinkings! Stop emoing, you wouldn't want the ppl are not obliged to make u feel good!
2. Have higher self esteem!
3. Determination in achieving goals, while not letting your goals into drain.

This blogpost is a reminder!

Monday, September 03, 2012

Hello panda strawberry