Now i understand why ppl craving for beer, its not for the feeling when you forget everything when you drunk, its for the dream when you sleep after you drunk.

Only just a dream. :')

Shouldn't have look into Langkawi photos, i know it gave bad memories to some of us, but to me as well! Its been a year. sigh

I know i will be feeling really really left out. There is no choice but to get this over.

Seriously i have been sighing for the past 2 weeks, i seriously hate the fact that we need to move on in life while I did not achieve what i intend in the moment.

I'm tired physically and mentally

There are times where things happen all in 1 shot, just as my family is very busy with my grandma in hospital, the car broke down today, I have to work, my mum have to go hospital, my bro has school, my dad doesn't know how to drive.

Anyway, life goes on.

Was planning to have a family day with my mum, but end up spending time here. =/

I guess i'm dreaming too much. :)

Open concept. :D

Good job. Things will not change. I don't believe the existence of BGR.

Woke up in the morning, things piling up in my brain.

I suddenly had a sense of fear, a real fear, that I'll lost things that I wanted very badly. I haven't been bold enough. Time will do the work i know, but there are things I wanted it to be stationary.

I hope everything i do now could be part of the story in the future.

If I could do it for 2 years, 1 more year is nothing!