失望的不是不能去云顶，失望的是我知道我们没有机会见面了。

If there is one day somebody will tell me that she feel blessed to have me around.

I cannot imagine I am actually weeping and do not know what to do. Oh God please have mercy on me. I do not want to lose someone so important to me yet I don't think I am fit enough to handle these. When can all these hell days going to be over?

I'm a dreamer

Don't know why can't sleep during at night. The best way to fall asleep is on the TV, turn to sports channel that is showing a football match with the teams that you're not interested at all playing, you'll definitely fall asleep before half time. lol!

Ahhh! learned new things today. :)

This is bad, bad place to release what ever feeling i've got. Classes starting in around 10 days and i'm taking an extra subject. Relishing the most important 9 months of my life!

Now i understand why ppl craving for beer, its not for the feeling when you forget everything when you drunk, its for the dream when you sleep after you drunk.

Only just a dream. :')

Shouldn't have look into Langkawi photos, i know it gave bad memories to some of us, but to me as well! Its been a year. sigh

I know i will be feeling really really left out. There is no choice but to get this over.

Seriously i have been sighing for the past 2 weeks, i seriously hate the fact that we need to move on in life while I did not achieve what i intend in the moment.

I'm tired physically and mentally

There are times where things happen all in 1 shot, just as my family is very busy with my grandma in hospital, the car broke down today, I have to work, my mum have to go hospital, my bro has school, my dad doesn't know how to drive.

Anyway, life goes on.